Wednesday 19 October 2011

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Banyak yg tanye aku macam mana aku ubat ati aku yg kecewa ni. macam mane aku masih bisa tersenyum manis sedangkan dia di depan mate. xsaket ke ati bile terpandang dia? macam mana aku menerima qada dan qadar Tuhan dengan ati yg terbuka. macam mana aku bleh dengan senang melupakan sumenye. 

Xsenang sebenarnye. Sangat3 susah. Tipu la kalo aku kate aku xfrust. Aku memang frust gler tapi aku kena jadi kuat sbb ini cuma ujian kecil dari DIA. Ati ni masih terasa pedihnye. Luka masih berdarah. Cuma aku dan Tuhan saja yg tau macam mana keadaan ati masa ni. Aku bersyukur sbb aku masih ade Tuhan, Family dan Membe2 aku yg sentiasa ade disisi aku untuk berkongsi suka duka aku, yg cuba memahami keadaan aku dan cuba mengelak cakap2 yg sensitif. Aku xkisah korang nk cakap ape pon, aku bukan gadis yang sensitif. 

Aku pernah ditanya bermacam2 soklan dan dorang xpercaya. Nape xpercaya? Aku cakap ikot ape yang aku rasa. Xde point aku nk tipu pon. Aku xdapat ape2 kalo menipu. Hehe… kat bawah ni macam jawapan aku la. 

A : do u still love him?
B : nope
A : but y?
B : y should i lie to u?
A : but u love him so much rite?
B : nope. i don't
A : how could u throw those feeling away? i know u love him.
B : i told u, i don't love him. that's all just before.
A : don't u miss him
B : nope
A : even a bit?
B : nope
A : y u don't love him anymore? that's to fast!
B : he's not happy with me. y should i keep him?
A : but u love him so much
B : before
A : y u don't love him?
B : i've told u before
A : i don't understand
B : y should love him? did he deserve to be loved? did he even love me before or i
     just the only who really2 love him? he hurts me alot caused by the love. should i
     keep loving him but he's happy with someone else? should i missing him but he
     don't even remember me? should i keep thinking of him but he doesn't even a
     bit thinking of me?
A : i don't know what to say
B : now u know y i said it so?
A : ya. u been hurt so much and so many time
B : *smile :)

Ade persoalan lagi? Sila bertanye ye. Aku akan jawab sumenye. Hehe…

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