Banyak yg tanye aku macam mana aku ubat ati aku yg kecewa ni. macam mane aku
masih bisa tersenyum manis sedangkan dia di depan mate. xsaket ke ati bile
terpandang dia? macam mana aku menerima qada dan qadar Tuhan dengan ati yg
terbuka. macam mana aku bleh dengan senang melupakan sumenye.
Xsenang sebenarnye. Sangat3 susah. Tipu la kalo aku kate aku xfrust. Aku
memang frust gler tapi aku kena jadi kuat sbb ini cuma ujian kecil dari DIA.
Ati ni masih terasa pedihnye. Luka masih berdarah. Cuma aku dan Tuhan saja yg
tau macam mana keadaan ati masa ni. Aku bersyukur sbb aku masih ade Tuhan,
Family dan Membe2 aku yg sentiasa ade disisi aku untuk berkongsi suka duka aku,
yg cuba memahami keadaan aku dan cuba mengelak cakap2 yg sensitif. Aku xkisah
korang nk cakap ape pon, aku bukan gadis yang sensitif.
Aku pernah ditanya bermacam2 soklan dan dorang xpercaya. Nape xpercaya? Aku cakap
ikot ape yang aku rasa. Xde point aku nk tipu pon. Aku xdapat ape2 kalo menipu.
Hehe… kat bawah ni macam jawapan aku la.
A : do u still love him?
B : nope
A : but y?
B : y should i lie to u?
A : but u love him so much rite?
B : nope. i don't
A : how could u throw those feeling
away? i know u love him.
B : i told u, i don't love him.
that's all just before.
A : don't u miss him
B : nope
A : even a bit?
B : nope
A : y u don't love him anymore?
that's to fast!
B : he's not happy with me. y
should i keep him?
A : but u love him so much
B : before
A : y u don't love him?
B : i've told u before
A : i don't understand
B : y should love him? did he
deserve to be loved? did he even love me before or i
just the only who really2 love him? he hurts me alot caused by the love. should i
keep loving him but he's happy with someone else? should i missing him but he
don't even remember me? should i keep thinking of him but he doesn't even a
bit thinking of me?
just the only who really2 love him? he hurts me alot caused by the love. should i
keep loving him but he's happy with someone else? should i missing him but he
don't even remember me? should i keep thinking of him but he doesn't even a
bit thinking of me?
A : i don't know what to say
B : now u know y i said it so?
A : ya. u been hurt so much and so
many time
B : *smile :)
Ade persoalan lagi? Sila bertanye
ye. Aku akan jawab sumenye. Hehe…
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